Sunday, January 18, 2009

Im still trying

God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.
Living one day at a time;
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;
Taking, as He did, this sinful world
as it is, not as I would have it;
Trusting that He will make all things right
if I surrender to His Will;
That I may be reasonably happy in this life
and supremely happy with Him
Forever in the next.
Amen.

Monday, January 5, 2009

Sick and Tired of Stupid People

Well, everyday is supposed to be a fresh start, but it seems anymore that I dread every new day. I often wonder how many bad things can happen to one person.

I was hit by my huband... whose drinkin got out of control.
I left my husband in March.

I have been tryin to get divrced since March 08 (still going on)

My car was stolen. I had to borrow a vehicle for a month, since my ex didn't care enough about his own son to make sur he had transportation, even though he had 3 of the marital vehicles.... what a wonderful person huh?(title forged.. lovely huh.... yeah, I got it back though.. criminals always loose :))

I have to deal with crazy people who like to track me down and kick out the tail light on the car it took me a month to get back.

Dealt with an excess of 200 calls a month....

Can't go out on a date without the ex callin and threatening the guy.

I had to go to Florida to see my grandma in the hospital and was told that the ex didn't want me to take my son so I left him here and he stayed with my mom. So not only am I dealing with family stress Im dealing retarded people.

Then I get back after not seeing my baby for a week and was told I couldn't see had to im until the next day.

Im working my butt off to make ends meet, and provide a nice place for my son to live, and my "child support" only amounts to less than half of daycare weekly.... wooooo.

Then this latest deal about me "telling my son to bite another child"..... a child I once spoiled as if he were my own flesh and blood. WTF? Are you kidding me..... Grow Up and find something better to do with your time then try to torture me.

I give and give and give and give and give... and still I get pooped on...

When is enough actually enough with these people.......

Guess what.... Im stronger, smarter, and a better person because I care about people.. I love my life regardless of your trying to make it hell.. and IM NOT GIVING UP!!!!!!

GET OVER IT!!!

Sunday, January 4, 2009

My Son... The Ham of the Century

I really hope he doesn't end up being a heartbreaker!
Decorating the Tree (that needs to come down but my he keeps fighting me!lol)

Thats my boy!

I haven't had time lately to get anything up here, so I figured since today I was making time to defend my character, I would put up a few pics!