Saturday, April 24, 2010

Mothers Worry

Last night my ex-husband tried to call me around 8:15, my phone was on silent and I didn't see it until about 9 minutes later. I immediately tried to call back with no answer. Thinking that something was wrong, I tried calling back again, and sending a few texts, after no answer, I tried to call his sister to ask her to call her brother to check on my son ( thanks for that at least). She texted me saying that she talked to granny (ex-husbands mother) and they ate early and were home and probably in bed already. I told the sister, thank you so very very much, I really appreciate it. This morning my phone rings, and it is my ex-husband yelling at me that he tried to call me by accident when he was on his way to go get a pizza and accidently called me so he turned off his phone. (wait i thought they were home in bed) whatever, it doesn't matter, as long as my son was ok, which was the only reason I bother to call said sister in the first place.

So now Im the bad mother for calling back to make sure there wasn't an emergency. More papers are being filed.......... blah blah blah, but I would like to remind them and whoever, that a year and a half or more ago, when my son got ahold of my phone and called on accident to the last number I had called. I didn't realize it until the police were calling me back because same granny wanted to make sure that Tristan ( who was at most 1 1/2 years) wasn't calling her b/c the only things he said was Granny and Fire........ you know, what a load of crap.

I don't understand how you can be such a jerk still after 2 years. One day you can call me and beg my to go through my friends on fb and put my stuff to private because as you say you are tired of your mom looking through my page ( but guess what, I have nothing to hide, and if I wanna waste my time on you, which I am only doing now because all the lies that come out of your mouth are gonna catch up with you someday) so I deleted everything just to make you happy. I try and try and try, and its still some sin to worry if my son choked on something, or was feeling ill since he's on meds right now.

Your welcome for bringing the meds in to you yesterday, you were aweful nice when you met me and Will down the road in your T-Rex, but wait, that beer you had with you probably helped you to be in a better mood, and wait again......... where was our son then. So I got this figured out as usual, you weren't with your son, your mother had him- which is fine, he was probably better off anyways.

I really hope Karma bites you in the ass, because never in my life have I met a more selfish, or worthless person. Except for Tristan and select members of your family, I am sorry I ever met you. I guess I will sit and wait patiently to be served with papers for what.......... umm returning a call ok. But I guess this is the 248380283948593rd time that you said you were gonna call your attorney on something so bull. So file away, Ill be sure and remember to tell the judge what actually happened!

Have a Great Day!-Sorry said sister, I know you are gonna read this first and be pissy first to start the chain, but I can't help it. If you can blame me for wanting to know if there was something wrong, I don't know what else to say. Thanks for easing anothers mothers mind.

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Dawn, I miss you!!

Dawn,

I haven't heard much out of you, and I hope you are doing alright, after the loss of your mother, I miss you and your words, and if there is anything I could do to help, please let me know. I just wanted you to know Im thinking about you!

With Love,

Ash
Ashley

Monday, April 5, 2010

Getting ready for Fall

So with the end of this semester quickly approaching, I got registered for fall classes today! Since I already have a lot of my class out of the way, I won't have too full of a load! (just Anatomy, and Nursing )

It is gonna be a little weird to get back into the swing of clinicals! I still am not the best morning person (I love my bed), but I have discovered the joys of coffee, and think we will be great friends in the future!


Ashley