Venting for a minute

Life is still a little chaotic for me..... but its definately progress from where I was a year ago.

So with me being so excited over the Fun Week at Daycare for Tristan, I was excited to see my son get to pie someone ( his father-whom I nominated) and take pictures.

Well today, I find out that I don't get to be a part of this experience because my ex-husband is as selfish as they come. I get soooo frustrated with him....

So instead of being able to finish out this Fun Week with my son the way we had planned, we are improvising.

Improvisation...... I am gonna let Tristan pie his father, I won't be there. I will let him have his time with him (even though its not his time, and he would never share his time with me)! Then, I am gonna go ahead and let Tristan pie his mommy when I pick him up, so I can have pictures to share with the world.

The excuse I was given was that he didn't want to have to breathe the same air as me, or be in the same room as me (not that I particularly want to be in the same room with him either). Newsflash we all breathe the same air... and unless you plan on missing your sons future sports events, school programs, graduations, and such, you can get over it now!

Honestly just snap out of it!

Instead of bringing your son home, and making me walk out to the road to get him from the car, try pulling in the driveway, and maybe even coming to the door. I might even offer you a cold beverage. I just wish all the hostility would go away.

I am tired of being the bigger person, and I am tired of getting taken advantage of by inconsiderate people that only think of themselves, but always in the end Ashley gives in, you wanna know why........

Just like always, I just want everyone to be happy, even if that means me sacrificing mine.