My Poor Phone

Alright, I am a little upset because obviously I should never have to go through the same process that everyone else does when I have a phone problem lol. Oh well! My screen started freezing on my HTC TYTN II, and finally last night I had had it. I will be a little lost when going back to my old phone the HTC P4300, but it is still a wonderful phone, so I can't complain. I will have a hard time being patient until I hear back about my phone, but I suppose this dinosaur will work for now. I will still be able to get my email, and surf the web, so I won't be completely lost. I will just miss calling people at a touch of a picture. I KNOW that I am too dependent on my phone sometimes, but I love it.... it keeps me on track since it is sync'd with my computer and all my appointments..... I know its bad.

Oh well, I think I will live...... I think anyways! lol

New Moon

Its been so long since I read a good book, this one caught my eye at the store, and I was skeptical about buying this since it is the second to Twilight, which i saw in theatres a while back when it came out.

I purchased this book on Friday, and didn't pick it up until Saturday morning. This book is over 600 pages, I read it cover to cover finishing the last few pages this morning!

I can't wait to read the next book in the saga entitled "Eclipse" which Im sure I will be getting sometime this week.

Tristan will not sleep in his bed!!!!!!!

Okay, long story short.

I put Tristan to sleep in his own bed.
Tristan wakes up between 12:30 and 2:30
Tristan gets in bed with mommy
Tristan cries because he wants to sleep on mommy's arm.
Mommy lets Tristan sleep on her arm.
Mommy's arm falls asleep, back is sore from laying funny, but Tristan is happy.
Mommy is not.

I love my baby sleeping close to me, but I have recently tried getting him back into his own bed...... not working. So, I had a brilliant idea ( or so I thought) ....... Tristan loves the Thomas movie.... like LOVES IT, so I thought that I would get him a TV for his room, and leave it on, and see if that would keep him in there...... not working.

HHHHHHHHHHEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dating

Ok, so to be quite honest, I went out on several dates after I left Travis and filed for divorce. I don't know if that was the right thing to do, but I did it.

Some people thought that I shouldn't be dating since I was technically still married, but nothing serious ever came from my dating experience just enjoying some company and some food mostly. These were the things that I never got to enjoy. I liked it, meeting new people, seeing how you "click" with people. When you go on a date with someone, you can really tell a lot about that person.

Anyways the point of my story, is that I finally found a wonderful guy, at the right time.....

Will and I have been dating for a little while now, and I am so happy I can't stand it. I always knew that there had to be good guys out there, I just figured they were all taken. I really like the way that things have been going for Will and I.

I have been very reluctant to bring my son around anyone that I don't think would be a permanent fixture in his life, no matter in what aspect. I made an exception! With Will, we have spent so much time together, and hes been around so much with Tristan, its just great!

We took him out to his parents house for a little get together, and it was great! I was soooo nervous how he would react to Will's little brothers Simon (4 years old) and Wyatt (6 years old), but all was well! What a wonderful family!! The whole family is so warm, and welcoming, its a lovely feeling to have that!

Im taking my time, because of my last ordeal, but I am really happy for the first time in a long time!

Easter Pictures Saturday

I am soooo excited to be taking Tristan to get his pictures taken this Saturday!!!

Melissa Stanley is getting some bunnies/ducks(or chicks) to make for some great pictures.

I can't wait to see how Tristan reacts! I get so excited for Tristan and pictures. I love the pictures that Melissa has taken of him in the past, she really is talented!

Hopefully the animals cooperate with their potty breaks during our photoshoot!

Good Luck to Melissa who will be mothering these little animals for the duration of this special window for extra special pictures!

Finally Settling Down

Well things in my life are finally starting to settle down!!!

(My life will always be a roller coaster ride though!)

I went to court on last month and Travis and I finally settled on custody. After a year of that, Im glad that it is all coming to an end! I never thought that I would be happy to be divorced..... but I am. This isn't at all what I wanted to be divorced at 21, but I guess things don't always go as planned in life.

I am hopeful that things will continue to get easier.

Im happy to be starting a new chapter in my life! Wonder what is in store for me?

Im still trying

God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.
Living one day at a time;
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;
Taking, as He did, this sinful world
as it is, not as I would have it;
Trusting that He will make all things right
if I surrender to His Will;
That I may be reasonably happy in this life
and supremely happy with Him
Forever in the next.
Amen.