Monday, January 5, 2009

Sick and Tired of Stupid People

Well, everyday is supposed to be a fresh start, but it seems anymore that I dread every new day. I often wonder how many bad things can happen to one person.

I was hit by my huband... whose drinkin got out of control.
I left my husband in March.

I have been tryin to get divrced since March 08 (still going on)

My car was stolen. I had to borrow a vehicle for a month, since my ex didn't care enough about his own son to make sur he had transportation, even though he had 3 of the marital vehicles.... what a wonderful person huh?(title forged.. lovely huh.... yeah, I got it back though.. criminals always loose :))

I have to deal with crazy people who like to track me down and kick out the tail light on the car it took me a month to get back.

Dealt with an excess of 200 calls a month....

Can't go out on a date without the ex callin and threatening the guy.

I had to go to Florida to see my grandma in the hospital and was told that the ex didn't want me to take my son so I left him here and he stayed with my mom. So not only am I dealing with family stress Im dealing retarded people.

Then I get back after not seeing my baby for a week and was told I couldn't see had to im until the next day.

Im working my butt off to make ends meet, and provide a nice place for my son to live, and my "child support" only amounts to less than half of daycare weekly.... wooooo.

Then this latest deal about me "telling my son to bite another child"..... a child I once spoiled as if he were my own flesh and blood. WTF? Are you kidding me..... Grow Up and find something better to do with your time then try to torture me.

I give and give and give and give and give... and still I get pooped on...

When is enough actually enough with these people.......

Guess what.... Im stronger, smarter, and a better person because I care about people.. I love my life regardless of your trying to make it hell.. and IM NOT GIVING UP!!!!!!

GET OVER IT!!!

Sunday, January 4, 2009

My Son... The Ham of the Century

I really hope he doesn't end up being a heartbreaker!
Decorating the Tree (that needs to come down but my he keeps fighting me!lol)

Thats my boy!

I haven't had time lately to get anything up here, so I figured since today I was making time to defend my character, I would put up a few pics!



Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Merry Christmas!!!!!!


I know that I will be way to busy tomorrow to remember, but I just wanted to wish everyone and their families a Very Merry Christmas!

DEC. 17th Tristan's Birthday!

On December 17th, my baby turned 2.... It just doesn't seem right!

He opened sooo many presents and was just sooo happy! I have sooo many pictures and will have them up soon!

We had an eventfilled evening, equipped with stops all over town... Grandma's, Grandma Margarets, Staci's, and Kathy's!!!

I have soo many hopes and dreams for Tristan, and every day with him is a blessing!

Im sooo late in posting this, because after I got back from Florida, I could care less to look at a computer, I just wanted to snuggle forever with my little man!

Florida!!!!


Well, things have been crazy busy for me lately!
I had to fly down to Florida short notice to go see my grandmother in the hospital! It had been over 5 years since I had been home, so it was about time! I loved seeing my family and spending time with them all.

My cousin William (16 years old) is growing into such a handsome boy.... I wish I could have had 100 more of those hugs! I went and watched his soccer game, and when they were heading in for half-time, he spotted me and gave me the biggest hug ever. It was sooo amazing to see him in front of all his macho friends, and he didn't care. I miss him dearly!

Wylie (21 years old) has and always will be a perfect gentleman... I have never met a sweeter person in my life!

Grandma just about had heart failure when I walked into her hospital room in St. Augustine, because she had no idea that I was coming! I asked that it be kept a secret!
My brother Chase is getting soooo big, I loved our day at the beach! He was soo little when I left, and he had gotten sooo big!.


I'll always be a Daddy's girl at heart, and I love my family for EVERYTHING they have done for me.

I know that my family in Florida taught me to be a lady, and I will never forget that!
The hardest part of this trip was leaving Tristan at home..... His dad didn't want me to take him. It was the longest I have ever been away from him, I don't care to ever be away from him that long again!!!

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Sunday Photo Shoot



I took this picture Sunday out at Sam Parr ..... It was the my favorite! This picture made me fall in love with my camera all over again.

Then there was this one at Peterson Park... he is just soooo cooperative.


It was a perfect day!!!

New Camera!!!


I got a new camera... and I have to say, I am addicted now! Someone is going to have to surgically remove the thing from my hand! I love Nikon Cameras!

Just wait until you see the quality!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1